Wednesday, July 8, 2009
today is our 11th month together. as such, i shall be nice and dedicate a post to my boyfriend, whose appearance into this blog is rather rare because it is supposed to be low profile.
the past 11 months had happy, sad, angry all in it. haha. but the past week was the most turbulent. i'm sorry if i have neglected you because of foc. and after that, when i am busy making new friends. but it's all part and parcel of life, that you will never be the only friend i have, but one of those i deeply cherish. so my dear boy, please do not feel left out of my activities.
i'm really grateful for the things that you've done for me. waiting till 4am just to hear my voice, sending me here and there even though your house is literally miles away. a lot of ppl will say you are crazy, to send me home from jp when your home is just a road away. and putting up with my complaints and cab fares whenever i have to rush. =x i think your pay is never enough to spare after being tgt with me. =x
although we may not have done many exciting things. but i really enjoy snuggling up next to you watching tv, eating haojian at 9pm (god all my fats are thanks to u) with u and ur family, window shopping. and the occasional trip to the cinema.and to do exciting things like going to the theme park. which is not very exciting. -.-
haha. not forgetting how u used to come all the way to study with me, during the a level days. and how u will stay up till i finish mugging just to tell me "good luck!" for the next paper. for someone who sleeps like a log like you i think that's a feat. :) although u are more of a hindrance than help cos u distract me, but i like the company, because i hate studying alone and i cant study at home. and there's always food whenever u come! i think buddy hoagies have lots of your money. if there is a restuarant that we have to go to one day, i will choose buddy hoagies. though its run down, and not so famous, it's where a lot of our memories are kept.
i remember the first time we held hands.. which was totally accidental, u were holding my wallet. omg. -.- haha. and how awkward it was initially, till we gradually became used to each other's presence. how we spent both our first birthdays. :)
there are so so so many more things that i want to do with you..and i hope we will.. :) i didnt like to talk about u on my blog/openly admit in facebook because i felt that our relationship should be something that is between just the both of us. i dont see the need for publicity. but i guess my reluctance has brought some insecurities, and i apologise for that. =/ i am willing to accomodate you, because i noe u have always been accomodating me.
and so.. thanks for all the times that we had.. and the tlc u gave. :)
Happy 11th month. :D with lots of love
the past 11 months had happy, sad, angry all in it. haha. but the past week was the most turbulent. i'm sorry if i have neglected you because of foc. and after that, when i am busy making new friends. but it's all part and parcel of life, that you will never be the only friend i have, but one of those i deeply cherish. so my dear boy, please do not feel left out of my activities.
i'm really grateful for the things that you've done for me. waiting till 4am just to hear my voice, sending me here and there even though your house is literally miles away. a lot of ppl will say you are crazy, to send me home from jp when your home is just a road away. and putting up with my complaints and cab fares whenever i have to rush. =x i think your pay is never enough to spare after being tgt with me. =x
although we may not have done many exciting things. but i really enjoy snuggling up next to you watching tv, eating haojian at 9pm (god all my fats are thanks to u) with u and ur family, window shopping. and the occasional trip to the cinema.and to do exciting things like going to the theme park. which is not very exciting. -.-
haha. not forgetting how u used to come all the way to study with me, during the a level days. and how u will stay up till i finish mugging just to tell me "good luck!" for the next paper. for someone who sleeps like a log like you i think that's a feat. :) although u are more of a hindrance than help cos u distract me, but i like the company, because i hate studying alone and i cant study at home. and there's always food whenever u come! i think buddy hoagies have lots of your money. if there is a restuarant that we have to go to one day, i will choose buddy hoagies. though its run down, and not so famous, it's where a lot of our memories are kept.
i remember the first time we held hands.. which was totally accidental, u were holding my wallet. omg. -.- haha. and how awkward it was initially, till we gradually became used to each other's presence. how we spent both our first birthdays. :)
there are so so so many more things that i want to do with you..and i hope we will.. :) i didnt like to talk about u on my blog/openly admit in facebook because i felt that our relationship should be something that is between just the both of us. i dont see the need for publicity. but i guess my reluctance has brought some insecurities, and i apologise for that. =/ i am willing to accomodate you, because i noe u have always been accomodating me.
and so.. thanks for all the times that we had.. and the tlc u gave. :)
Happy 11th month. :D with lots of love
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