Wednesday, April 29, 2009
the past two days were probably the worst days i have had this year. feeling sick, tired, groggy and alone. in times like this, only my xiao mei is worthy of my mention. though a part of me knew that she just thinks that helping me ice-pack my head is a fun thing to do.. at least i think i know she cares. she's just so cute. she can be a nurse next time. haha.
i'm grateful for all the well-wishes. if only sms-es can heal, i would be up and kicking in no time. but sadly, no. so i spent tuesday sleeping & moping around. emotionally and physically drained. back to work today, feeling no more energetic. thinking of labour day gives no motivation at all. i just didnt have the strength to stare at plates with 96 wells, that makes my eyes go all blur and teary.
thinking of you makes my eyes go all blur and teary too. life keeps getting in the way. u ask me what's wrong.. i couldnt say. my feelings are in a knot. i cant bring myself to make things difficult for u. so i didnt say anything. i guess.
everything will be fine in 3 hours. just hope u don't make things difficult for me.
i'm grateful for all the well-wishes. if only sms-es can heal, i would be up and kicking in no time. but sadly, no. so i spent tuesday sleeping & moping around. emotionally and physically drained. back to work today, feeling no more energetic. thinking of labour day gives no motivation at all. i just didnt have the strength to stare at plates with 96 wells, that makes my eyes go all blur and teary.
thinking of you makes my eyes go all blur and teary too. life keeps getting in the way. u ask me what's wrong.. i couldnt say. my feelings are in a knot. i cant bring myself to make things difficult for u. so i didnt say anything. i guess.
everything will be fine in 3 hours. just hope u don't make things difficult for me.
3:08 PM
