Monday, April 20, 2009
i realise i only blog on weekdays. haha. weekends busy "patuo"ing, as wad most ppl say.
wont deny that. haha. yah, sometimes i feel thankful that my boyf doesnt have to book in and stay in camp for like 1 to 2 weeks. because then there will be someone to turn to when i feel upset, someone to laugh with over a funny joke. yet at times, i feel that there is nothing else to help strengthen the relationship. absence makes the heart grow fonder u see. and i admit there were moments when i feel that i am losing hold, i just get so used to be able to see him almost everyday and i guess i feel that i am taken for granted, and i am taking him for granted as well.
yup. went back nj on sat. feel really proud of the juniors. many of them improved a lot since i last danced with them, esp xin yan, dhriti, wen qing, and danni. :) yup. haha. and looking at them, i feel ashamed at myself, for i cant even do a split now. haha. after that went JP for a walk. then home.
sunday was dance as usual, felt really reluctant to crawl out of bed initially, but eventually i did. and there was oni 7 dancers that day. -.- and after that went to eat cavana chicken. i think it's damn nice. but something quite upsetting happened that day, which kinds of spoils the day but i don want to think or eve talk about it anymore. then theere was the monday blues..
haha. yeh. and my "babies" are dying. -.- my "babies" refer to the cells that i cultured. yeh. and today we worked with rabbit's blood. haha. i was staring at my blood filled gloves, then i had this vision of the Surgical Maniac. Creepy. ew. haha. but ya.. the rbcs had all perished, cos it's one week old, so they had all hemolysed. =x so we couldnt use the plasma/platelets for experiment. have to wait for fresh supply. i don't think they actually kill the rabbit for the blood la, don be alarmed. i think it's the remants from routine blood tests. u don't test every single drop of blood that is drawn from the body i guess. had lunched with the mentors. and found out that mk may be coming to our lab. hooray, that brightened up the day. :)
tomorrow's IBN open house for TP.. as students, we must help out. so will be lab guides for the day. haha. imagine a one week old newbie having to guide ppl.
cant wait for this week to end. i am counting down. i have no idea to what.
haha. anyway. i have a new wishlist:
1. to grow TALL
2. to go on a diet
3. tank tops
4. butterfly clips.
and no 3 cannot happpen unless no 2 happens.
so i hope i can get that 15 bucks tank at pepper pplus soon. wahoo.
k. i want to go sleep. nite nite!
wont deny that. haha. yah, sometimes i feel thankful that my boyf doesnt have to book in and stay in camp for like 1 to 2 weeks. because then there will be someone to turn to when i feel upset, someone to laugh with over a funny joke. yet at times, i feel that there is nothing else to help strengthen the relationship. absence makes the heart grow fonder u see. and i admit there were moments when i feel that i am losing hold, i just get so used to be able to see him almost everyday and i guess i feel that i am taken for granted, and i am taking him for granted as well.
yup. went back nj on sat. feel really proud of the juniors. many of them improved a lot since i last danced with them, esp xin yan, dhriti, wen qing, and danni. :) yup. haha. and looking at them, i feel ashamed at myself, for i cant even do a split now. haha. after that went JP for a walk. then home.
sunday was dance as usual, felt really reluctant to crawl out of bed initially, but eventually i did. and there was oni 7 dancers that day. -.- and after that went to eat cavana chicken. i think it's damn nice. but something quite upsetting happened that day, which kinds of spoils the day but i don want to think or eve talk about it anymore. then theere was the monday blues..
haha. yeh. and my "babies" are dying. -.- my "babies" refer to the cells that i cultured. yeh. and today we worked with rabbit's blood. haha. i was staring at my blood filled gloves, then i had this vision of the Surgical Maniac. Creepy. ew. haha. but ya.. the rbcs had all perished, cos it's one week old, so they had all hemolysed. =x so we couldnt use the plasma/platelets for experiment. have to wait for fresh supply. i don't think they actually kill the rabbit for the blood la, don be alarmed. i think it's the remants from routine blood tests. u don't test every single drop of blood that is drawn from the body i guess. had lunched with the mentors. and found out that mk may be coming to our lab. hooray, that brightened up the day. :)
tomorrow's IBN open house for TP.. as students, we must help out. so will be lab guides for the day. haha. imagine a one week old newbie having to guide ppl.
cant wait for this week to end. i am counting down. i have no idea to what.
haha. anyway. i have a new wishlist:
1. to grow TALL
2. to go on a diet
3. tank tops
4. butterfly clips.
and no 3 cannot happpen unless no 2 happens.
so i hope i can get that 15 bucks tank at pepper pplus soon. wahoo.
k. i want to go sleep. nite nite!
11:14 PM
