Tuesday, March 10, 2009
aloha.. that's hawaiin for hello. haha. i heard that from hi-5 just now. oh my goodness. i simply have too much time on my hands, to spend it watching okto. actually i just happen to prefer watching okto than those super ancient tv programmes on channel 8, in which the images are so blurry and fuzzy & their dialogues are dubbed.
ya. so after such a long wait, results came & went. the anxiety during the whole lot of speeches. didnt really noe wad to expect, was worried about certain subjects. but eventually it all came & went. & now here comes the problem of deciding which course, which uni.. omg. the thinking never seems to cease.
oh bother. ok so i fell ill on sunday, how timely. so i didnt really put much thought in wad i want to study. have made some general decisions before the results were released. but now comes the time of really deciding. oh man. "spoilt for choices" would fit the bill now. there are simply too many options for study, be it local or overseas. & totally aggravated by my fickle minded personality. ah. man.
my brain is a lump of tissues now, nothing seems to be connecting. -.-
i guess i really regret not working hard for gp. i admit i really flop it. -.- haha. not caring to read the news at all, not even bothering to read up on the readings and all. i guess. so i am trying to make sure my sis don't follow my path, to make up for what i didnt do for myself, i suppose, just to feel a bit better. & so she shall be the scholar, for i feel that i have slim chances of getting any. lol. with my profile like that, it wont be easy.
i feel like i am at a crossroad with so many paths, most of which have no u-turn signs. oh man. its all ahead now. time just cannot "u-turn" no matter how much i wish it can.
ya. so after such a long wait, results came & went. the anxiety during the whole lot of speeches. didnt really noe wad to expect, was worried about certain subjects. but eventually it all came & went. & now here comes the problem of deciding which course, which uni.. omg. the thinking never seems to cease.
oh bother. ok so i fell ill on sunday, how timely. so i didnt really put much thought in wad i want to study. have made some general decisions before the results were released. but now comes the time of really deciding. oh man. "spoilt for choices" would fit the bill now. there are simply too many options for study, be it local or overseas. & totally aggravated by my fickle minded personality. ah. man.
my brain is a lump of tissues now, nothing seems to be connecting. -.-
i guess i really regret not working hard for gp. i admit i really flop it. -.- haha. not caring to read the news at all, not even bothering to read up on the readings and all. i guess. so i am trying to make sure my sis don't follow my path, to make up for what i didnt do for myself, i suppose, just to feel a bit better. & so she shall be the scholar, for i feel that i have slim chances of getting any. lol. with my profile like that, it wont be easy.
i feel like i am at a crossroad with so many paths, most of which have no u-turn signs. oh man. its all ahead now. time just cannot "u-turn" no matter how much i wish it can.
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