Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i feel like i am doped. been feeling like i am in an econs lecture the whole day. cant believe i can actually doze off while playing with my pet in pet society.
no idea why. i am feeling far away from civilisation. yet the irony is that i am in the CBD now. had mac's for lunch. :s noo the fats are going to pile up. 2 hours a week for dance is simply not enough to get rid of them. -.-
it is really nearing results release day. (sorry for the stark reminder) but i havent really settled down in something that i want to do in future. cant really differentiate the dreams from the reality. many half-hearted decisions, but nothing that i can do without my results. really see no point in dreading it, no matter what it is, it cant be changed. i hate being stuck but not knowing where to move on from here.
it is like i am at a crossroad with a thousand paths, not knowing which to take. not knowing my results is like me wanting to move on but my tyres are flat. even if i had any idea which path i want to take.
bah. my trip back to nj was... not what i expected. pfft.
no ties, nothing to hold me back. i really should move on and stop thinking about my stupid past. wish someone can give me a hard whack on my head and make me lose all my memories. why do they only give mengpo soup to people who have already passed on?
i'm wishing for a new lease of life.
no idea why. i am feeling far away from civilisation. yet the irony is that i am in the CBD now. had mac's for lunch. :s noo the fats are going to pile up. 2 hours a week for dance is simply not enough to get rid of them. -.-
it is really nearing results release day. (sorry for the stark reminder) but i havent really settled down in something that i want to do in future. cant really differentiate the dreams from the reality. many half-hearted decisions, but nothing that i can do without my results. really see no point in dreading it, no matter what it is, it cant be changed. i hate being stuck but not knowing where to move on from here.
it is like i am at a crossroad with a thousand paths, not knowing which to take. not knowing my results is like me wanting to move on but my tyres are flat. even if i had any idea which path i want to take.
bah. my trip back to nj was... not what i expected. pfft.
no ties, nothing to hold me back. i really should move on and stop thinking about my stupid past. wish someone can give me a hard whack on my head and make me lose all my memories. why do they only give mengpo soup to people who have already passed on?
i'm wishing for a new lease of life.
3:50 PM
