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Thursday, July 16, 2009

me is shifting to livejournal. there isnt really any reason to this, it's just like why sometimes we just want to switch from m1 to singtel.

http://bitzandpiecez.livejournal.com

I AM GRUMPY.
9:49 AM

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

sigh. i don't know what the shit i am busy with these days. why do i feel that i have not enough time. so little time, so many things to do. friends, family, boyfriend, work. how come i never felt the stress when i was mugging like a mad woman for a levels? it's the same as it is now wad. weekdays school/work, weekends mugging/outings. i guess my parents are more understandable with me mugging than going out (quote "running around outside when there is h1n1" ._.)

so my schedule is packed. cant quit, cant take leave, mc also must present. sigh. it's worse than school, where i can pon. not that i do la. geez. and nobody understands. and once i end work, orientation starts. dammit. no time to rest at all before all the mugging la. but honestly, i prefer mugging to this workshit. i should have stuck with my early exit.

pfft.

on to the good stuff. last weekend was packed with activities.

sat: tuition, driving, town with dancers to support rv and wanglao

Night fest was suppsoed to be cool, felt like ballet under the stars. except that it started pouring! geez. everybody took shelter and started shopping in the stalls set up by the blogshops. saw a few familiar blogshops like MillyWalker. some nice basic tees, and dresses.

Speaking of basic tees! i bought a lot a lot of tee shirts leh. my mum was like nagging already. i bought 3 in a week. $34 in all. and one of them cost $4. the other 2 was a rash decision. sigh. i splurge. :(

Sun: dance, korean, tito outing

it was a NDN outing (nua dinner nua) cos there was nth we wanted to do or could do. initial plan was to sing k, but i dunno why we ended up nua-ing on the rooftop of esplanade.

some photos..

dinner at pasta de waraku..



on esplanade rooftop...



tito gals (kw & wilson inculsive haha)



mon: impromptu day off due to staff retreat. its a NSCN outing with boyfriend. haha. NSCN = nua-swim-cook-nua

ok, it started out with nua-ing because i went to his house with the initial plan to prepare for a picnic at marina barrage. but because we or rather, I, felt lazy to picnic. we decided to go for a swim! so we decided on jurong west swimming complex. after nua-ing watching 1 epi of boys over flowers. oops. and camwhoring.

we went jurong west swimming complex. not comparable to jurong east though.. but it was convenient. and i had fun playing the slide and the lazy river. the jacuzzi was so power that i never manage to sit in front of it for more than a second, cos it will push me away. see i am light! and not fat! haha. then we attempted to slide the children's playground but got PEE! at by the life guard. haha. so embarrassing. after a few laps, we showered and camwhore some more. then decide whether to cook or lunch at benten.

jurong west aquatic centre



we decided to cook eventually, and went grocery shopping. menu for the day was simple: pasta, soup, and bakerzin cake! yumm.

so we were cooking...


and cooking..


the main course.. i cooked the sauce and noodles, he opened cans. hahaha.



him with main course



dessert!




then we had to wash up.. if not his mum will kill us.





to end the day.. with a nice photo...



actually it wasnt really the end la.. i continued watching BOF with his mum. while he fell asleep. haha.

i did enjoy myself. :D

then its back to work. :((

ok.. i wanted to upload more phtoos but i am lazy.

looking forward to cycling with the esf this sat! whee!

I AM GRUMPY.
11:32 AM

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

today is our 11th month together. as such, i shall be nice and dedicate a post to my boyfriend, whose appearance into this blog is rather rare because it is supposed to be low profile.

the past 11 months had happy, sad, angry all in it. haha. but the past week was the most turbulent. i'm sorry if i have neglected you because of foc. and after that, when i am busy making new friends. but it's all part and parcel of life, that you will never be the only friend i have, but one of those i deeply cherish. so my dear boy, please do not feel left out of my activities.

i'm really grateful for the things that you've done for me. waiting till 4am just to hear my voice, sending me here and there even though your house is literally miles away. a lot of ppl will say you are crazy, to send me home from jp when your home is just a road away. and putting up with my complaints and cab fares whenever i have to rush. =x i think your pay is never enough to spare after being tgt with me. =x

although we may not have done many exciting things. but i really enjoy snuggling up next to you watching tv, eating haojian at 9pm (god all my fats are thanks to u) with u and ur family, window shopping. and the occasional trip to the cinema.and to do exciting things like going to the theme park. which is not very exciting. -.-

haha. not forgetting how u used to come all the way to study with me, during the a level days. and how u will stay up till i finish mugging just to tell me "good luck!" for the next paper. for someone who sleeps like a log like you i think that's a feat. :) although u are more of a hindrance than help cos u distract me, but i like the company, because i hate studying alone and i cant study at home. and there's always food whenever u come! i think buddy hoagies have lots of your money. if there is a restuarant that we have to go to one day, i will choose buddy hoagies. though its run down, and not so famous, it's where a lot of our memories are kept.

i remember the first time we held hands.. which was totally accidental, u were holding my wallet. omg. -.- haha. and how awkward it was initially, till we gradually became used to each other's presence. how we spent both our first birthdays. :)

there are so so so many more things that i want to do with you..and i hope we will.. :) i didnt like to talk about u on my blog/openly admit in facebook because i felt that our relationship should be something that is between just the both of us. i dont see the need for publicity. but i guess my reluctance has brought some insecurities, and i apologise for that. =/ i am willing to accomodate you, because i noe u have always been accomodating me.

and so.. thanks for all the times that we had.. and the tlc u gave. :)



Happy 11th month. :D with lots of love

I AM GRUMPY.
9:35 AM

Monday, July 6, 2009


back from camp. actually 2 days ago. but i was way too shagged to blog. haha. now i am back at work. :(

okie. camp was fun. met new friends. fun activities. basically the whole five days can be summed up with these words: thrill, exhaustion, fun, water, sun, sea, games, friendship, nueve, tito!

frankly speaking, i enjoyed sentosa the most. haha. fright night scared me senseless. i'm grateful to the guys in my group who helped me through the whole activity. pretty embarrassing to break down even though i knew they were just seniors. and amazing race was like chong sua.. initiation night was stinky wet and sticky. but all in all, going through all those with these new friends, i think it's still quite enjoyable. there are times when exhaustion makes u unable to open your eyes at all, but once the cheering starts, everyone is suddenly so awake.

that's all for scbe foc. haha. it's making me think twice about going for hall foc. lol.

spent most of the weekends sleeping away, waking up only for meals and going to jurong point to have dinner with jh and his family. yup. that's about all i guess. till then. :D

btw, any one has the usb cable for lg phone? i lost mine and i cant upload my phone photos. :(

I AM GRUMPY.
10:18 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

well. i am not sure if i am weird. but i cant believe i actually heaved a sigh of relief when the letter came to tell me my appeal wasnt successful. =x because this gave a hell lot of problems. i am just glad life is starting to stabilise.

and so. i am officially a freshie of ntu chem eng. :D v few nj ppl. i guess they all went to nus. i did feel some form of regrets at some point or other. but! that's because i hav overlooked the good things. i hav my best friend as a room mate, other classmates in ntu as well, staying hall. friends. and i can start anew man. nobody knows me in chem eng. haha.

haha. yeah. today was pre-camp. i am going for FOC next week. hope it's fun. today was kinda low. i felt weird too.. and as usual i was my shy quiet self. haha. the side of me that most people know. quiet, petite, kiddish (i never say cute but u can relate to that) haha. yeah. guys outnumbered the girls. seniors were super high. serious.

i wanted to go for the cultural activities club FOC too.. but it clashes with my ibn exit.. oh and i met ivy, my pri sch friend! i almost couldnt recognise her. haha. ok correction i din recognise her, she recognised me. =x

i feel so much happier on weekends. work's stressing. :(

and i bot a pair of sandals today. and i wanted to get a spag top. but giordano selling 3 for $29. but i dont need that many spag. anyone wanna share with me??? i doubt anyone will reply. ahha.

bought lots of other stuff too mostly food. :8P bought donuts for jh's family, ocha.. in return for all the dinners/clothing/bags. i know those donuts and all will never be enough.. but its the thought that counts right? :D and i forgot to buy ziploc bags. -.-

dance and korean tmr.

i love the GSS. whee. claire! we should go shopping tgt when u come back. although i bet you will buy more stuff than me. haha. even blogshops have GSS lor. but i still dont trust blogshops.

i am too lazy to upload photos. i have like a lot in my phone.. ok.. alot of zilian ones so actually quite little la. haha.

things i wanna do before school starts:
go fishing!
go sentosa!

i want to go travel. but h1n1 plus no leave. as such travelling plans (if there is even any in the first place) have to be shelved. next hol then. i want to go taiwan/hk/redang. omg i think redang is quite cool.

I AM GRUMPY.
11:02 PM

Friday, June 26, 2009

boo. i'm tired. i banged my hand again today. :( i think its going to be paralysed soon. the muscles feel tense like 24/7.

okay. no early exit for me. boos. i really wanted to rest. its so tiring.................................................

i'm hungry. but i have no appetite. what irony.

precamp tmr. abit nervous. hahahaha. cos i don't know anybody.

plus i cant stay the whole camp which is damn sad because i cant take leave.

and i havent packed my bag for camp.

settled hostel applications finally.

blogging in one-liners because i dont feel like typing in paras.

haha. i want to go fishing!

my cousins went to Bottle Tree Park and caught a TON of fish. they spent a few hours there, 10bucks (catch all you can) no time limit.

shiok. i think i cant catch as many though. haha.

but no fish tank at home, so my xiaomei left her fishies at grandma's house. they fed some of the smaller fish to their lobster. poor fishies, being put in the lobster cage.

yesterday i took 3/4 day. wanted to go see the osteopath for my arm. chickened out bcoz i was afraid of pain. got my dad to be the osteopath.

and bought ice cream cake for yj and dad. yum.

I AM GRUMPY.
11:08 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

why.

i feel so stressed. everything is coming down on me, it's overwhelming. i dunno what to do. i feel so helpless. because there's nothing i can do. because i cant do anything.

its hard to put on a smile. that i stopped trying.

I AM GRUMPY.
3:47 PM


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